“Your Love Lifts Me Higher and Higher”

I love my journey into Christ Consciousness, as I get to know Jesus I find out more about my true spiritual self and connect more intimately with the Great I Am.  Life has become more precious as I walk its pathways, knowing and experiencing the miracle of the Kingdom of God that lives within me.  

Life has become more valuable, as I walk its paths, and experience the power and blessings of the Kingdom of Heaven as it lives, breathes and flourishes within me.  Birth, life, and death become one as I enter into the Holy of Holies and my pure fellowship with the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit has now begun to consume my every waking moment.

The more hours I spend in the presence of the Great I AM, my own understanding of my earthly nature is more easily understood. Day-by-day  I am gaining a deeper appreciation of why I suffer temptations, make mistakes (Sin), get sick, old and forgetful. Most important of all, I recognize I am like a child, ever learning how to accept and yet change my circumstance as I learn to have faith and trust as Irely upon God teaching me how to live and breathe.

I am eternally grateful for all I am learning from life’s challenges and circumstances, as they are causing me to run to my Father, my Creator, the Great I am. I call him Father for He is ever-caring as a Father should be. He made me, so I am his son and He one with me, and in Christ, alway with me. He is my Daddy, the Lover of my soul.

Together we stand united in never-ending miracles which enable me to overcome my temptations, correct my mistakes, banish sickness from my body, and prosper in grace all of which culminates in my experiencing peace and love of Christ, which is beyond my understanding.

I know what I say may startle and even call down condemnation from some of my Catholic and Protestant friends.  I understand that I no longer have the safety of the church and it’s theology to uphold me. My life has changed and is every changing, for the life of the Christ who taught us from the Sermon On The Mount is now one with me, and I am now living this lifetime in the bosom of the Great I AM. 

 Because of His presence in the Kingdom of Heaven within me,  my life is at most times being lived in this perfect present moment. And time and the theologies of men cannot compare to worshiping and being one in spirit with the Spirit who has created and is creating all things NOW for His good pleasure.

As a child of God, the field, the universe or whatever you wish to call the Great I Am, has made me different and I’m no longer am able to find much peace in theology, or the religious teachings of other men. My relationship with the God is a revelational relationship,  ever growing and changing. As my relationship evolves, it has become an intensely personal relationship, like that of two lovers, a husband, and wife that become one in spirit. Yes, this loving spiritual relationship is mine, and I now know it can only be experienced by me.

There is still a great mystery that I  have yet to solve. I have now reached the place in my spiritual journey where most of the time I feel as if there is only the I AM, and my spirit, my true I am, is one with Him, yet I somehow feel I am still only one of the many expressions of Himself.

The God I love and fellowship with lives within me, making up every aspect of my being. My God is Spirit, not made of flesh and bones, but of the essence of primordial creation itself,  He is love itself, He is the Alpha and Omega.

Thank you, thank you, thank you, Lord. It’s You, who has made me your son, no longer am I a slave to the ways of the world, but a prince in Your kingdom. 

Hallelujah, my chains are broken, my eyes are opened, I live as a free man, free, finding myself in love with you more each day. Your love is beyond compare, it causes me to fall to my knees, then makes me lay prostate before you as I bring my love offering of gratitude, yes, worshiping You with every ounce of who I am giving praise and thanksgiving to the One who has created me for Himself. 

“Your Love Lifts Me Higher and Higher”

Love and Blessings, Robert C. Morgan “Bobby” 2017

Watch And Worship, The Light Will Grow Stronger Until It’s Infinite

Being a seeker of truth my highest desire is to be one in spirit with the Spirt that created all things. I know there is more than one road to be taken on my quest of Christ consciousness and the understanding of what it really means being one with the I AM.

I also know that my spiritual experience is uniquely mine and that each of us finds ourselves on our personal spiritual and religious roads, usually based on our temperament, our family of origin and our national heritage. I honestly believe that there is no one way to meet each of our individual needs, only you know the path to which you belong. 

During my spiritual journey, I found, for me,  being in a state of Christ consciousness is where I am most at peace.  Part of my being able to maintain this state is to focus my attention on worshiping my God and living from the end. In other words living as if I have already obtained my heart’s desires. 

As I focus my intentions on my desired state, living as if I have already received my heart’s desires, I find, I’m more naturally inclined towards practicing mindful, loving kindness towards my brothers and sister and living in a state of joyful worship of my Creator.  

The incredible sense of joy I experience, recognizing that with my heart’s desire of being one with the Spirit is already done, my wish has been fulfilled and I am able to do all things because I am one with the I Am. In fact, most day’s I feel as though I am the richest man in the world and I’m safe in the arms of my Creator, who gives me the spiritual, physical and mental strength to live a rich and more useful, fulfilling life while on the earth.

I also know this, though I still love practicing them, my meditations, religious contemplations, and self−sacrificing for others, as well as studying the words of Christ and other spiritual teachers do not bring me the peace that passes human understanding. None of theses actions together or alone can take me closer than I already am when I imagine who I am and live from the end of that imagination.

Today I acknowledge,  I’m responsible for what is happening to me. I am the creator of my world, and each of my fellow humans is to themselves the way, the truth, and the life in their worlds.  Yet, the greatest mystery to me is that though we are each spiritual individuals, we are all part of Christ, being intricately connected, being parts of the only I Am, finding ourselves forever one with each other.  

So, I will trust being able to bring forth a good life as I live in the end of my imaginings, my heart with songs worship knowing that Christ’s light will grow stronger day-by-day in my life.

I will look for the flower to bloom in the silence that follows the storm, not till then.

I am one with the I Am and the I AM is one with me.

Love and Blessings, Robert C. Morgan “Bobby” 2017

Make Me A Servant

May my heart be calmed by the presence of the Spirit of the Christ who makes His abode within me. My soul is made whole in Him. I’m found complete when I trust in His grace and mercy.  My heart’s desire is to live in the perfect will of the Father. Seeking only His purpose, His will, His way.  I am lost and useless without You oh God. My flesh is strong and has no desire to be like You, yet my heart longs to be one with you. I sometimes feel torn asunder! It is only when I am in recognition of our Spirits being One Spirit, that I find a peace that passes my earthly understanding.

Will I ever be wise? Will I ever really know You? In a moment I sense the presence of wisdom then it vanishes in a twinkling of an eye. The way of the Lord is a mystery to me. I do not understand Him nor do I really understand the ways of men. All I do know is that right now I feel the need to pray for all mankind, that we would once again treat each other with kindness and without judgment, start with me, let a heart of kindness and long suffering be found in me, today. Make me a servant, humble and meek, one who lifts up my brothers and sisters. One who loves without parameters.

Robert “BobbyMorgan

What Do I Really Want?

What is it that you want my son?

I want peace – That I may harm no person in spirit, soul, mind or flesh.

I want to love – That I may never judge another person. May I be blinded by the light of Christ that dwells in all mankind.

I want to forgive and receive forgiveness – That I may always be ready to see my weaknesses and wrongs and to seek forgiveness for pain and injury that I have caused.

I want to show kindness –  That it would be my badge of honor. May it flow like a spring from my heart. May it cover my many faults and heal these I have hurt. May it right wrongs. May it always be the part of me that is ready to serve others, so they might recognize that they are You and we are all one in You.

I want to be gentle –  That I may be the purveyor and recipient of this wonderful grace. May it hang like a cloud around me, so all that all  who come into my presence are blessed .

To suffer well – That I may only have what I can endure. That I may always have enough to remain humble and dependent upon my Lord. That I would be ready to take on the physical, spiritual, emotional, financial, and any pain to help God’s children, who all are my brothers and sisters. I mean all people without any parameters!

I want to be filled with Joy – Knowing that I am doing exactly what brings a smile to my Creators face and causes His heart to sing.

Robert “BobbyMorgan

Some Days Are Harder Than Others

Oh, my Lord, I suffer in my spirit. My heart is broken because of my sins. I have brought destruction upon myself, my friends and loved ones. Only You can deliver me from me. Have mercy upon me oh Lord, please show mercy to me oh Lord.  Renew me in my body, soul and spirit. Open my ears to Your voice, let your words be my food and drink. May I grow fat in your loving kindness. May I rest in Your grace and die peacefully in Your arms. Cause me to only do Your will and to overcome the desire of my flesh. Let the kingdom of God arise in me and heaven be my home on earth.

Holy, Holy, Holy is the God who walks with me. Filling me with His presence, even His flowing majesty.

Robert “BobbyMorgan

 

 

 

 

Only You Can make Me Feel This Way

Lord, I love You, Lord You are my God my King my everything, righteous and mighty never ending. Holy king of kings. I love you . Yes, it’s You, Only You who can make me feel this way. Thank you, Lord.

My  God, my I am, my Lord of Lords who reigns in my every cell. You who are the Lord of heaven and earth let me feed upon your every word.  Let Your will be my only vision. My joy,Your joy, my heart, Your heart. I am Yours and You are mine, we are one and together. May my only desire be to live according to Your purpose.

Robert “BobbyMorgan

You Are The Eternal Light

In you oh Lord I find my existence. We have known each in eternity, we were one before there was such a thing as this man on earth. You are the eternal light, the eternal flame, the preserver of my soul. What else is there but you?  I am nothing, yet I am everything because of you.

You have heard my cry and answered me. You have not abandoned me for I am yours and you are mine and we are one together. Never apart except in my mistaken mind. I call you and you are there. Never have you left me. The world and its troubles are ever present so that I might look upon your face and know that I am saved from the storms of this world. I trust you and know that my hope and life is in you and you alone. Great is the Lord!

God of all who loves His creation. I am that which  You have decreed. I am only what you would have me to be. Nothing more, nothing less, only your and yours alone. Made for Your purpose, for your everlasting joy. 

Robert “BobbyMorgan

My Eyes Are Filled With Your Beauty

I enter Your gates with thanksgiving. I come into Your presence amazed. For You are worthy, you alone are worthy, worthy Lord.  My eyes are filled with Your beauty, my mouth is filled with Your praise. For You are worthy, you alone are worthy, worthy Lord.  My heart knows only Your duty, my soul possess Your ways. For You are worthy, you alone are worthy, worthy Lord.

Robert “BobbyMorgan

Not Every Day Is Sunshine And Rainbows

Oh, my Lord, I suffer in my spirit. My heart is broken because of my sins. I have brought destruction upon myself, my friends and loved ones. Only You can deliver me from me. Have mercy upon me oh Lord, please show mercy to me oh Lord.  Renew me in my body, soul and spirit. Open my ears to Your voice, let your words be my food and drink. May I grow fat in your loving kindness. May I rest in Your grace and die peacefully in Your arms. Cause me to only do Your will and to overcome the desire of my flesh. Let the kingdom of God arise in me and heaven be my home on earth.

Robert “BobbyMorgan