Patience is needed by me. I know that having it in the forefront of my life will enable me to be in tune with the heart of my Father. I am so in need of grace and even mercy so I can live in the midst of God’s blessings. Please help me to be patient and to trust You for all my needs. Let my time be Your time.
Anger… Wow, how my impatience’ feed’s into my craziness. Am I ever going to be able to trust God? Am I ever going to not feel angry?
I sometimes feel like I have it altogether nothing can throw me off-balance; then without notice, the confidence is gone, I have crashed and burned. Blindsided again. Test after test, trial after trial.
What is it that I am missing as I traverse the earth at 30,000 feet? How is it that my frustration is utmost in my mind? Most of the time I feel pretty much in control of my thoughts and feelings, yet here I sit annoyed at being a little uncomfortable.
Hmmm… The old saying “ When you think you’re enlightened go home for Thanksgiving”. This really applies to me at this moment. The good thing is that it’s just at this moment I feel this way, and I can change my state of consciousness in seconds. I have to laugh at myself. Clowns to the left of me you on the right here I am stuck in the middle with you! And I do mean me when I say you! So with a heart of gratitude, I leave this ineffective state of being and enter into a heart of thanksgiving. A heart of gratitude. Oh, how lucky I am. Oh, how blessed I am. Oh, how whole I feel in knowing I am, the I am, and the I Am is me. By the way, I am no more, or no less than anyone else. It’s become clear that we are all the I Am and the I Am is all of us as well.
Robert “Bobby” Morgan